"The Last Psychiatrist"

Whomever happens to wander through this blog ought to know about another that I read and fucking love to death.

The Last Psychiatrist

Just read the entire fucking archive. Its all awesome. The really heavy chemistry related posts go over my head but the stuff about narcissism, and the inconsistencies and falsehoods masquerading as truths (those falsehoods often based on little more than the perceived “authority” of psychiatric specialists and doctors) within the psychiatric community – its all totally sweet.

New Years and I'm snowed in in NH

If you have certain things you “resolve” to do, I don’t understand why you have to wait for a particular date to start them. Life is a race, sort of, but what makes it ’sort of’ a race is the fact that no one else really gives a damn about you and your personal ambitions. No one else is as invested in your ‘winning’ as you.

That’s a nice piece of mindset meat to absorb – its kind of liberating to know that no one cares. You’re now free to do whatever you want. However, the bitch of it comes when you have to then A) figure out what it is you actually want, B) hour by hour, actively pursue it.

With that in mind, I resolve to keep doing what I’ve already been doing – working on the things I like to work on, and keep figuring out what little interests I have that I wasn’t really aware of, nor had the time to innocently pursue and run with.

I also need to keep writing in this blog. I’ve been fucking horrible about it, and I have literally a dozen drafts of pieces I’ve been working on but haven’t posted yet.

Have to get them perfect.

Fuck that. I’m just going to post and see what happens. EDIT quickly, post, and see what happens.