Brett Crudgington

Entries from December 2008

New Years and I'm snowed in in NH

December 31, 2008 · 2 Comments

If you have certain things you “resolve” to do, I don’t understand why you have to wait for a particular date to start them. Life is a race, sort of, but what makes it ’sort of’ a race is the fact that no one else really gives a damn about you and your personal ambitions. No one else is as invested in your ‘winning’ as you.

That’s a nice piece of mindset meat to absorb – its kind of liberating to know that no one cares. You’re now free to do whatever you want. However, the bitch of it comes when you have to then A) figure out what it is you actually want, B) hour by hour, actively pursue it.

With that in mind, I resolve to keep doing what I’ve already been doing – working on the things I like to work on, and keep figuring out what little interests I have that I wasn’t really aware of, nor had the time to innocently pursue and run with.

I also need to keep writing in this blog. I’ve been fucking horrible about it, and I have literally a dozen drafts of pieces I’ve been working on but haven’t posted yet.

Have to get them perfect.

Fuck that. I’m just going to post and see what happens. EDIT quickly, post, and see what happens.

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Being a Know-it-all is great, if all you want to do is know things

December 18, 2008 · Leave a Comment

When you’ve committed yourself to researching a particular field, the most important thing to remember is that its not really about who did what. Being able to recall dates and people is helpful when trying find factual data to support your case or argument, but its not the same as being aware of and understanding the long-term principles that have either been transgressed or used competently.

Take music-marketing, something I’ve gotten interested in and knew next to nothing about about 6 months ago. I’ve subscribed to lots of blogs, and some of them, the blog posts themselves are literally “link dumps” with a brief, if any, extrapolation on the content of the links. And there are many links. Hypebot.com is a great example of this.

I read as much as I can of Hypebot.com – its like an hourly updated newspaper that appeals to the micro-universe of music and marketing. However, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t completely overwhelmed at times. A night or two ago, I was reading through his archive because I had missed about a week of his posts. Because of this, I had a shit load of posts to catch up on.

In scrolling through them all, clicking on the links and reading through them all, I felt really uneasy and insecure – no matter how much time I spend on this stuff, I’ll never be able to know and recall everything. I’ll never be able to keep up with all this information and still get all the work done I need to get done in my life. I stopped reading and sat back in my chair. Why was I working on this then? Why am I spending time doing or worrying about something that is impossible?

Because what I was doing and worrying about was ultimately impossible. And unnecessary. In order to do what I need to do successfully, its not required that I recite facts and what particular move company x did then or whenever. I was reading this blog and others under the false and stupidly held assumption that in order to be successful, it required knowing these things and also understanding all the larger concepts. So I wised up and came to this conclusion:

Success in this career is dependent on my ability to absorb as much raw information as possible, try to follow the logic and patterns behind decisions that companies, artists, labels etc., make, and then to gradually infer some conclusions and place them in the context of what ought to operate well in the particular economic environment that I’ll be working in.

And even then success is not assured. I still have to execute all these wonderful ideas. That takes balls. It also takes, I’m slowly learning, a mild insanity and occasionally irrational belief in the purpose behind undertaking the entire operation.

Conclusion: the point is not to know everything. Because you can’t. So stop trying. However, you can learn how to think and process information, and that is what you ought to do, because then you can actively apply it to what you really love to do. Leave the details for someone else, like a lawyer.
(Also, having music that doesn’t suck and that people actually want to listen to helps a lot too)

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